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How Do You Think It Should Be?

by Sturt Avenue

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1.
Cannery Row 03:43
Fell asleep in last night’s clothes Next to last night’s companions, filled with last night’s hope Fist still gripped around the bottle where I drowned all my sorrow Well we got caught up in the moment Now we’re stuck in tomorrow Cigarette butts at the bottom of a brown glass bottle And the air still thick with stale smoke Where it uncoils like a nest of vipers In the morning light that’s pouring in Through the living room window And I knew that this would happen, I knew I couldn’t stay here But still I kinda hoped And I’ve run far too many circles ‘round this slowly burning candle To have not learned to let go Well let me go Back to Cannery Row Oh let me go Back to Cannery Row
2.
The day is long Yeah work’s a drag And this is the worst cup of unsweetened unfiltered coffee I have ever had But the mug warms my hands And the view’s not bad from where I stand At the top of the bell curve Where you can see for miles All the red brick houses with the cracked roof tiles And the cars in the driveways, and the vacant smiles My whole life, all I’ve ever wanted Is a mortgage, a bank loan A house that I don’t own And a shitty desk job That I’ll make the best of Cause when I come home I come home to you Now life is dull Yeah it started to drag When I hit the longest consecutive grouping of bad days that I have ever had But I won’t get mad Cause one day I’ll have all I’ve ever wanted in my hands Is a mortgage, a bank loan A house that I don’t own And a shitty desk job That I’ll make the best of Cause when I come home I come home to you And we’ll have cheese toasties in the afternoon Yeah we’ll walk the dog someplace where the sky is blue But above the clouds the sky’s always blue And alone in my room, I am too Without you.
3.
The birds sing praise for the light That the sun brings after the night When the sky spills its guts Over everything In a dark room the warrior stirs She will wake soon and face down the world Though she's oh so tired And over everything So let the good times roll Until the fire's burning low May it's light shine on Long after the years take their toll Well I wanted only your love But we both should have known it was never enough When the black cloud hangs Over everything The king fell down to his knees And the crowd cried, "hail to the thief!" As the black fire rained Over everything So let the good times roll Until the fire's burned to coal May it's light shine on Long after the years take their toll on you The birds sing a final refrain For the sweet things the darkness will bring As the sun sinks down Over everything
4.
Well the words just elude me sometimes For all the beauty in this life And all the perfect things I’ve seen With my two unworthy eyes ‘Neath skies so infinite and blue Where the sun runs rings around the moon But of all they cast their light onto None of it compares to you So why oh why Did I Think I could describe All your light With a few simple lines And make it rhyme? And if I said I liked your body Would you hold it against me? We could sway We’ll dance the long dark night away And sing until the break of day Yeah you’re so lovely It sucks the breath out of me, and it’s true If I had to pick 'tween it or you I know which one I’d choose So why oh why Did I Think I could describe All your light With a few simple lines And make it rhyme?
5.
Waiting 04:04
The only constant in this life is change And though I'm proud of who we both became I can't help but to miss the simpler days Playing Sufjan on your old guitar Drinking brine out of the pickle jar And riding on our bikes long after dark Yeah I miss all the days We wasted Just waiting For something The moths condemn themselves to seek the light I watch in horror as their wings catch fire And I wonder if I'll make it through the night Don't think I didn't see your small sad smile The kind that doesn't really reach your eyes When I told you everything would be alright Made me miss all the days We wasted Just waiting For something To take us out of this place We hated But that day comes For no one We're lost and we're waiting We're waiting for something We're lost and we're waiting We're waiting for something Ain't it funny how it never seems (We're lost and we're waiting) To quite hold up against your memories (We're waiting for something) We were living in a fantasy (We're lost and we're waiting) But it felt good while we still both believed in something (We're waiting, we wait for something)
6.
Lions 04:12
We were once lions, my old friends and I We had no fear of anything, we drank all the time And stayed up all night dreaming the stupidest dreams Devoutly believing they were worth anything But before we had noticed, day’s cold light did break And it washed all the colour from our once shining faces And hard as I’m looking, I can’t find my friends But I know that they were lions once And they will be lions again We were once lions, my woman and I We clung to each other and lost track of time But how could I not -- when her eyes shone so bright I’ve drowned in their depths now a million times But eventually, life wears love down to routine And a cumulative sorrow hangs over everything But I know that beneath, our love means what it meant And I know she was a lion once And she’ll be a lion again The wheel keeps on spinning as the seconds tick away And it moves ever onwards as the minutes turn to hours turn to days Turn to weeks turn to months turn to years Until eventually all of this shit disappears And in the depths of the void from whence everything came Everything will return to nothing once again But before that we’re given an entire life And I see no reason why we shouldn’t get to be lions twice I was a lion once, so long ago Back when I thought my whole life would move by as slow As it did before I learned how quickly time eats the days And before I had wasted my whole youth away Until all I had left were these vague memories Fear and nostalgia and anxiety A good hearted woman, a handful of friends I was a lion once, and I’ll be a lion again
7.
Sirens 03:46
It’s long past time since we should’ve been asleep But we’re out here tryna prove that there’s still blood in us to bleed And as the city lights lay shining through the trees You whisper something simple like you see the light in me Well lately it’s been something I’ve been struggling to believe As these picture perfect evenings grow so few and far between And nothing’s come of all our pretty plans and schemes Well the weight of all the heartache, it makes me wanna weep We burned our souls on all the bright lights, as sirens droned beneath the dead skies Down here We’ve been searching for our whole lives, for something that we know we won’t find Down here And as the tail-lights disappear We know there’s nothing left to fear Down here Old friend you know that you can call me any time I wrote you letters, but you never did reply This place ain't safe, but it’s better out the light I polish off the bottle and I screw the lid on tight Drink for the ghosts of all the friends we left behind Sing for the silence that is eating me alive The hungry beast creeps ever closer every night You’re gonna get what’s coming to you - and so will I We burned our souls on all the bright lights, as sirens droned beneath the dead skies Down here We’ve been searching for our whole lives, for something that we know we won’t find Down here And as the tail-lights disappear We know there’s nothing left to fear Now there’s nothing Left for us down here And as the tail-lights disappear We know there’s nothing left to fear
8.
Nowhere Town 04:40
The trucks roll by my house each day Headed for some distant place They rattle all the window panes Then disappear without a trace But life moves slow in this nowhere town Where all our hopes have run aground We raise them up on cinder blocks And in the yard they sit and rot Another solitary day Just tryna chase these blues away But the roots have taken far too deep to shake Never ceases to amaze How quick the hours all slip away And how easily we let them go to waste Man it’s been an awful year So much I’ve loved has disappeared Nothing survives this rising heat It sucks the life right out of me But by the creek, wild roses grow And through the fields the hot wind blows This ugly place is still my home The only one I have ever known Another solitary day Just trying to keep the wolves at bay Well I’ve tried and I’ve tried, but it’s more than I can take Never ceases to amaze How quick the years all fall away But I love you still like it was yesterday The sun sets slow over nowhere town The sky is dressed in a sequin gown It’s here you set my heart ablaze I’ll take the embers to the grave
9.
Place the flowers on the windowsill And the sugar in the bowl Fill the house with laughing photographs But black the eyes and hide the soul Carve your name into the fascia board For future generations to behold And never tell the one you love They’re the one who makes you whole Live quiet, live light, live long Plant the seeds of brighter futures in the garden, give them love and make them strong Hang lanterns from the lemon trees Flood the flowerbeds with light And lie to all your loved ones Tell them “everything’s alright” Let the spiders spin a minaret In hallowed corners black and high Fill the fireplace with lavender Send your signal to the sky Live quiet, live light, live long Plant the seeds of brighter futures in the garden, give them love and make them strong Live quiet, live light, live long Plant the seeds of brighter futures in the garden, give them love and make them strong Live quiet, live light, live long Plant the seeds of brighter futures in the garden, give them love and make them strong
10.
Falling 05:11
It should have been simple, but it wound up so much more real I’ll spend my whole life with my heartache on my sleeve, cause it’s too much of a struggle to conceal And all of the virtue I can see inside the me that’s in your eyes You know I would never hurt you, but there’s this face you make, and it makes me want to die Yeah, you set my soul on fire Now I’m burning up inside forevermore But falling in love Was a walk around the park And before you know It sinks its teeth into ya, hard Well I hope you know That it ain’t ever letting go And neither am I Well I never really worried about the answers No I was really only asking for the truth And though I’m drowning in a sea of self-importance You know I’d give up anything for you If you asked me to But falling in love Was a rope around your neck And when you put your head in the stove Tell me what did you expect? Well I hope you know When you’ve got nowhere left to go I’m going to stay by your side
11.
Stay 04:39
Well I can’t think if I’m not moving And I can’t breathe if I’m stuck in place And all the passing hours move so quick it’s frightening And the older I get, the more they pick up the pace I wanted to write my name in a million places And I wanted to start a million fires Because before too long, we’ll leave our world-worn corpses And I want to believe the journey was worth my while But I will make my home In whatever room you occupy At any given time of the day And I hope you know That if I ever leave it’s only for a while ‘cause in your heart is the only place I’ve ever wanted to stay I know I don’t mean much, but maybe that counts for something I want to waste my life in the sunlight Not going to give it up to the white-collar leeches Who pay me money just to drain me dry And take me from my home In whatever room you occupy At any given time of the day And I hope you know That if I ever leave it’s only for a while ‘cause in your heart is the only place I’ve ever wanted to stay But I will make my home In whatever room you occupy At any given time of the day And I hope you know That if I ever leave it’s only for a while ‘cause in your heart is the only place I’ve ever wanted to stay Well in your heart is the only place I’ve ever wanted to stay Yeah in your heart is the only place I’ve ever wanted to stay

about

South Australian indie-Americana band Sturt Avenue have released their debut album ‘How Do You Think It Should
Be?’. Catalogued across these eleven tracks is a true account of an awkward transition to adulthood, complete with love, nostalgia, sorrow, heartache, joy, yearning and profound happiness. The album is infused with indie-folk, Americana, country, rock and blues sounds, and draws influence from Conor Oberst, The Mountain Goats and Big Smoke.

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‘How Do You Think It Should Be?’ was an exercise in collaboration. The title was suggested by our bassist Isaac, and I have been in love with it since he first brought it up. For me (Bryn Soden, songwriter and lead vocalist of Sturt Avenue), it has several layers of meaning; on one level, it speaks to building a life from considered intentions, on another, it reads as an indictment of blind criticism without any alternative suggestions. The reason I chose it as the album title, though, is that it is in essence the question I was asking each of the band members as we brought these songs together. While the lyrics and chord progressions were written by me, when it came to the process of turning them into actual real-life songs, my goal was to give everybody in the band the space to do what they do best. I wanted this record to feel like a band record rather than a singer-songwriter one, and I feel that, by giving my very talented friends some space to flex their skills, they in turn helped me to create something that is greater than the sum of its parts.

The songs themselves were written over the course of several years, and they represent a number of different turning points in my life. I find it difficult to engage with the songwriting process unless I am writing about something real that I have experienced and am keen to reflect upon. As a result, catalogued across these eleven tracks is a true account of an awkward transition to adulthood, complete with love, nostalgia, sorrow, heartache, joy, yearning, and so many moments of profound happiness, gone for now but not forever. While the impact of all of these emotions may fade with time, they still hold their meaning through the flow of the years, and so each song is a record of a real emotion, a perfectly contained moment in time preserved in the amber of the sweet melodies my beautiful friends helped me to craft.

‘How Do You Think It Should Be?’ was a labour of love. The first piece of the puzzle was put in place back in February 2019, when myself and Bryce Lehmann (drummer) headed into the now defunct Holy Roller Studios in Prospect, SA, to record drum takes with Patrick Lockwood for most of the tracks that appear on this album. At this point, many of the songs were a couple years old already (the oldest I believe being Bell Curve Blues, originally written back in 2015), but had only been performed by the band a handful of times.

The intention behind this session was to have the ground-work laid to overdub the rest of the band’s contributions over the course of the next few months in the home recording space that I had set up in my bedroom. This space consisted of a single hard-working old laptop generously donated by an ex, a large sound-absorbing booth built from dumpster-dived carpet and hessian with the assistance of my godfather Bradley (a big shout out should go to the carpet store employee who let me jump into a dumpster full of rusty razor blades to retrieve the carpet scraps I used to line this), and a 4-input USB audio interface from the good folks at Steinberg.

In terms of mics, the hardest worker of my collection was probably the Rode NT2-A, a beautiful condenser microphone which was used for everything from vocals to room mics for instruments to amp mics. A shout-out is also warranted to the pair of Shure SM-57s and the SM-58 supplied by my dad John (backing vocalist and lead + slide guitar player for the band), which he had purchased back in the 90s to record his old band ‘Spinning John’.

As can possibly be surmised from the details of this exceedingly DIY setup, the overdub process was fraught with difficulties. Latency issues cropped up all over the shop, and many takes needed to be comped to achieve the versions that were landed on in the end. Any practiced recording engineer would probably blush to see the project files from this album. While I mostly opted to work harder instead of smarter, and stick to the original approach to get these tracks finished, things changed when the band decided that one of the newer songs from our set ‘Sirens’ deserved to be on the album.

To record this particular track, we again enlisted the assistance of Patrick Lockwood at Holy Roller, but this time opted to live-track drums, bass, acoustic guitar, and slide guitar at the same time. Though more takes were required to achieve the desired outcome, the rest of the recording process for this track was then made infinitely smoother as a result, and the finished product (perhaps the highest-energy song on the album) has a much more live-in-the-room feel as a result.

While the band opted to finish the rest of the tracks with the initial approach of overdubbing each layer, I have personally sworn off the process for future Sturt Avenue releases, as at this stage it has consumed far too much of my life to subject myself to again.

The album was mixed by myself and our dear longsuffering friend Patrick Lockwood. While he originally worked out of a space in Holy Roller Studios, he records and mixes music under the moniker Electric Ant Studios. He also operates a very nice jam space in Adelaide if you’re in a band from these parts, and you’re looking for a place to crank out some tunes.

We first worked with Pat on the Bromham recordings (keyboard player Dave’s thirteen-piece folk band) and had gotten a sense of his excellent ear and impeccable ability to translate vague musician speak into meaningful adjustments to the mix. Pat is an expert at taking an ambiguous statement like “Can we make the guitars sound a little edgier?” and finding the perfect plug-in to create the sound you were so ineffectually trying to describe. While I can take a little of the credit for things like panning and levels, it was Pat who made the mixes for ‘How Do You Think It Should Be?’ actually sound any good. We are forever in his debt.

credits

released June 4, 2021

Bryn Soden - Lead vocals, acoustic guitar, electric guitar, ukulele, harmonica, harmonium, toy piano, add. percussion.
John Soden - Backing vocals, electric guitar, slide guitar.
Tarn Soden - Backing vocals.
Katie Pomery - Backing vocals.
Isaac Kerr - Backing vocals, bass guitar, acoustic bass guitar.
Bryce Lehmann - Drums.
Dave Thompson - Keys.
Ollie Patterson - Violin.
Sean Helps - Flugelhorn.

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Sturt Avenue Adelaide, Australia

Sturt Avenue is the project of SCALA award winning singer/songwriter Bryn Soden. Drawing inspiration from folk artists such as Conor Oberst, Elliott Smith, and John Darnielle, Bryn crafts melancholic indie folk tunes that aim to shine a soft light on the quiet sorrow and stubborn defiance that keeps the embers burning in the dead heart of the world. ... more

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